Over halfway!!!

Dear Peanut,

            I have been thinking about you constantly, but of course you ensure that by being so wiggly.  I love feeling you move. It is wonderful.  We are over halfway now.  As I listened to your heartbeat last night I think it was really the first time I have let myself dream about you.  I have been so scared to before because I never really know if you were going to stay.  I am still scared of loosing you but it is getting so much closer to reality.  You are getting so big and strong.  Only 4.5 more months and I will get to meet you.  Please continue to grow and be strong.  I love you so much. More than words.

            I love you to the moon and back.

Love, Mommy